This is hands down my father.
Arthur John Alexander Brown passed away back before I had a chance to share so many things with him. I think I hadn't really grown into myself yet. I hadn't really gotten past the "me" stage of high school and college. I hadn't really taken the time to develop the relationship with him I wish I could have.
It's the little things I miss sharing with him. Sitting down with a crossword. Playing Scrabble. Talking of travels. (I miss listening to his stories. I miss not having the chance to explore more with him.) Cooking. Eating. Laughing.
There are a lot of things I remember we did together. There are a lot of things I have forgotten.
There are very many things that have happened since he died that I wish he could have seen/experienced. And there are very many things to come that I know I will wish he could be there for.
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